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At each decision point, select the words or action that best match how you want Ryan to handle the moment.
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Interactive Story
My First Time Bottoming
An interactive story where your choices shape your first intimate experience with Noah.
Interactive fiction by Jordan Blake for adults age 18 and older
12 unique paths4 endings~18 min per playthrough
How the interactive reading experience works
Follow the consequence
A choice can open a new conversation, change the pace, or end the encounter. The full unrevealed story tree stays behind a credit unlock.
Replay another path
Return to the beginning after an ending to compare how honesty, boundaries, and timing lead Ryan and Jake toward a different outcome.
This fictional experience contains romantic and sexual themes involving adult characters. Path and ending counts describe the available narrative structure; they do not promise that every choice leads to a longer scene.
Three years out and I'd fooled around with enough guys to know I was definitely, unquestionably gay.
But there was this one thing I'd never done. Not once. And the curiosity had been building for years.
Watching porn, reading stories, imagining what it would feel like. Always something holding me back though.
Fear of pain. Fear of vulnerability. Fear of not being good at it, whatever that even meant.
Unlock every path and ending
Spend 25 credits once to keep this complete interactive story in your account.
25 credits
A credit unlock belongs to your signed-in account, so you can return later and replay other branches without paying for the same title again. The full story tree is sent to your browser only after server-side access verification succeeds.
Purchased credits never expire. Welcome, membership, and promotional bonus credits are used first and may expire after 90 days. Premium adds 20 credits monthly and VIP adds 60, while either membership can also buy packs with its automatic bonus.